大海是鱼的眼泪

妈妈来了，有了家的感觉。每天吃饭，很早睡觉，心烦的时候看她做饭，不用孤单的守着空旷的大房子，但是还是很不开心。有些惶恐，因为很快又会回到从前，变成寂寞的一个人。曾经很诚恳地挽留着快要逝去的东西，却发现并没有想象中的容易，失望，很无奈，所有能说得都讲清楚了，可仍然在渐渐远去。虽然就在眼前，但是，却能感觉得到这种不能亲近的距离。
掌心上的纹路又杂乱了起来。还以为能毫发无伤的过渡到新的生活里，却不曾想伤的这样深，哭到没有眼泪。身处在惊涛骇浪中，却要努力的强颜欢笑照顾着身边失落的人。我的稻草，你又在哪里阿？
唉，人们只看见鱼在大海里游，却不知道大海是鱼的眼泪。

i am sorry

dear,i am sorry.i just can not help …yes,i saw….it indeed make me upset.i can not control the tear.i know that is not belong to me no longer.but you can not still hold my hand and say’ i miss you’ to her…

sun

Why I can see the sun,but she seems lose sight of me.
Almost everyday I face to the computer alone.It really makes me scared.I will not to go work though i ever love it.Someone who open the window across from that building.The shining glass reflects sunshine into my ice room.It is only a slender light for a while and the happy time in a whole day for me.

HAPPY NEW YEAR

With my friend to spend whole night in the KTV to pass the last few hours of 2006 is very funny thing,I would like to do that.To see the performence by people who feel happy ,it can help me needn’t to wake up to the flowing of time when i immersed myself in a hazy tone. No sunshine ,no noise , that was the feature of winter’s morning.It looks so quiet as the night and nothing happened.The snow still exist.Walk along the empty street, smell the cool ,Chilliness let my mind become more clear. The calendar told me it is the time for the new begining of year. 2007 already into my life.Although i have not habit to sign the new date .The “7″ gives me a good reason to forget those stuff make me upset.It seems nice.Everything is fresh.